Oh Santa Maria, please just hit me with something to bring me back from the brink,
Don't want to get caught up in the melancholy, I just want to go out flashily and thrillingly
No way around it, the answer to that's on the other side of self-questioning,
In the underground world

Crowned the most clueless, I'm just full of regrets
All obsessed with social media, I mean, my self-esteem went to shit a while ago

I sing of love, having no experience in being loved, so answer me
Every time I step off the stage, I find myself wanting to soak in the peace of living life so withdrawn

It's not like I'm unsatisfied or anything, it's just a bit different from the dream I was chasing, but
For some reason, I feel as if I'll realize there's a hole opened in my heart

And now I punch a period into my ordinary life.

These feelings that feel as if they'll burst out,
And the impulses that I can't quite control,
Won't come true like I want them too but
Turning them into reality, not yet,
I haven't kicked the bucket quite yet
Those memories of having sworn to God and cried out stay with me,
As this uncertainty for my yet unstable future prospects sting

Listen to the sound of my restless heart,
So that I don't go out in the space between dreams

So that I don't ever stop my stride
The tigers and wolves are coming; so lost kids should stay home

No matter what words I use here, this is a do-or-die moment
Yeah, that's right, outsiders should just go ahead and have flashy loveless Dis-cussions among themselves,
The results of that are everything; I know it's kind of unforgivable, but,
I've only got this one chance; so just let me keep living in this world

I can't say it for sure, yet, but within me, there are
So, so many things, so many truths I couldn't hope to save,

These days where I've gotten accustomed to being fed to the tigers and wolves,
Are just the worst; if I get eaten it's over

To tell you the truth I've got nothing but worries, and I didn't even have any sort of dream in the first place, but
That's why I've finally realized there's a hole opened in my heart

And now I punch a period into my ordinary life.

These feelings that feel as if they'll burst out,
And the impulses that I can't quite control,
Won't come true like I want them too but
Turning them into reality, not yet,
I haven't kicked the bucket quite yet
Those memories of having sworn to God and cried out stay with me,
As this uncertainty for my yet unstable future prospects sting

Listen to the sound of my restless heart,
So that I don't go out in the space between dreams