Love me, love my life

Down, down, down
Deep under
To Wonderland?

Eyes, eyes, eyes -- the criticism that winds around me, and the eyes of others,
Tangled up again, until my flesh begins to rot away,
Disguising myself, for a match of deception -- dressing myself up, for a match of trickery
Their comments, biases, don't bring pain at all

Cut it out, paste it, roll it up, and peel it off
Having been wounded I'm crawling on all fours
It's just that such an incessant, fretful, shallow life,
Can't fulfill me, isn't nearly enough

Ye I'll be flower
so, m-m-m-mimesis

Let me decorate myself in pretty lies

I'll be flower
so, m-m-m-mimesis

Let me feel that I'm really alive

Ye I'll be flower
so, m-m-m-mimesis

I want to scatter into petals beautifully

Love-hate

Love me, love my life

Sucking up to others, shouting out so boldly when it doesn't work,
You know, I hate those eyes so much, to the point it makes me want to puke
"Do you want the real me?" "But you know, it'll hurt you really bad?"
You know, there's nothing more beautiful than the artificial, right?

Aah, it's unforgivable, unforgivable,
Anyone ,and everyone, all of them, you see,
Won't forgive, the "unforgivable me", you see,
Aah, don't look, come find me,
It's not like I want to be understood
Just expose it, expose it, my heart, even the hidden back-sides

It's pitiful, isn't it?
Just because the way I show my love is a little different

Maybe you just don't get it...?
Instead of "better than that",
I want it to be "just me"

Ye I'll be flower
so, m-m-m-mimesis

Let me decorate myself in pretty lies

I'll be flower
so, m-m-m-mimesis

Let me feel that I'm really alive

Ye I'll be flower
so, m-m-m-mimesis

I'm fine with just lies

But even that's a lie!

Love-hate

Love me, love my life

Down, down, down
Deep under
To Wonderland?
Underground